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when i lived: prologue & chapter 1






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TITLE: When It Rains

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Andom : Harry Potter

P Airing : LavCed

G ENRE : Drama R

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HAPTER E INS - C Edric,
W IRKLICH ... N ETT.
There are events in life that one will probably never overcome, much as can be understood. Much remains a mystery beyond the grave, permanent, nagging you every day. I could not help but ask myself every day why he had left. Why he left us, I do not even waved goodbye. My father, he was a man? Ice cold and cruel, just as I imagined the last five years? In my memory he always smiled, was happy and cheerful, a man whom I looked up. Only the last Picture of him was wrong, stood out, made every other joint moment broken with him. I was nine when my mother confessed that she is a witch. Much too young to really understand what is going on. I do not know how she had told him or what he said it - I know just how I heard the door slam, and shortly thereafter stood barefoot in the rain, my father after seeing the response to any of my calls. It was because of the magic is not it? He did not handle it. It has so much thrown off track, that he even brought in my heart to leave his own family in the lurch. In my first year at Hogwarts, I hated everything. Each compartment each classmate, every second. Everywhere was magic. A collection of abnormalities - and I was one of them. Because I was, as I was, my father wanted me no more. I constantly had to remember that he was still with me, only I had can be normal . With the gradually growing older I realized that I could not help it and that it was entirely his decision. He could have just as easily deal with its problems and doubts, rather than immediately throwing in the towel and look into the distance. Nevertheless, since that gloomy September day in the rain exercised a gravitational pull on me that I could not define correctly. No matter whether I was at home or at Hogwarts: Often I could not resist the temptation and went outside, where I was standing alone in the rain and it was hoped the cool water could finally free myself from my painful questions and instead give me answers. In vain, of course. The questions remained, while the responses to me were far away. And yet, after that I always felt a little easier.

It was Halloween - the day the champion selection. A few hours only the Goblet of Fire had the names of the three - or more likely of the four - released champions. In our common room so there was a huge uproar. Everyone wanted to know about Harry, as he had since managed to infiltrate into the tournament. He denied having anything to do with it, but no one would believe him. In any case, I was more relieved that the first drops of rain pattered against the windows. Parvati and the others were already used to me like to endure let alone a violent shudder through me. Although it was in their eyes still always odd, but please, at least they had given up on me bring up because of it. I gave Parvati with a nod towards the window to understand that I was about to go out and then tried to weave between me excited Gryffindors. Harry had already disappeared into his dressing room, which meant not that the issue> Triwizard Tournament 'was ticked off with it.

Harry will show that the inflated Hufflepuff's already pretty boy! " shouted an older boy. Many girls ashamed lowered his head - there was hardly one that Cedric Diggory threw no secret glances. Granted, I also belonged to, but more because my eyes I also wanted to enjoy something, while other girls are in love already> \u0026lt;said. How could they seriously fall in love with someone she did not know? Conversely, it surprised me that our guys as conceited and he always referred to like, even though they knew him as little as I do. Envy? Well, then they should look better even about us not only as a natural Appendage to look at, perhaps we would then give them more attention. Oliver Wood has also brought into existence but after all! No sooner had he finally understood that he sondernd Katie not only as a hunter as a human being with feelings and everything worked had to see it with them. They sat, as usual, closely nestled together on a chair as I walked past them.

In theory I could stop me at this time not in the aisles, but what was concerned, was I almost blessed with pure happiness. In the last three years Filch had caught me before - and I was pretty sure it would not happen in the future. I pulled my cloak tighter around me and slipped through the main entrance. The rain was in the final minutes become stronger and I could barely see more than a few meters. I smiled and went on my way to the lake - even if I had not set a stop-dry spell on my clothes, I was at least smart enough to make sure that I could not hit anything flash.

The water splashed in small waves against the shore. In the distance I could see the outline of the ship, lived in the Durmstrang. Turned the whole of it because there not in the pitching? Since I was the unheated corridors of the castle a lot better.

It was pretty cold today - not surprising, after all, we were just before the first day in November this year. I did not mind, to shake a little, for too long because all I wanted anyway not stay. Only a few minutes, then I would have my need for rain again satisfied. Again I looked to the Durmstrang ship and hit me in the next moment even hand over her mouth. Someone came directly towards me, who exactly, I did not recognize. A teacher probably Snape or so and I had no chance to steal me away. That's it called again with my good luck. Inwardly, I went back on a fierce tongue-lashing and a lot of point deductions available, I probably would get even give him a penalty. Or not.

"My goodness, you're soaking wet," Before me was Cedric Diggory, perfect-looking, thoroughly dry. Apparently not a fan of the rain. "You okay?"

"Everything okay," I replied, nodding reaffirming. Once gone well, I thought, before I realized that Cedric a prefect and was therefore quite had the authority to punish me for my failure to observe the curfew. Well, fantastic.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, and came even closer to the crest homes see on my cape to. "It's after 22:00 clock. Here you have out there lost anything ... girls. "Apparently he had not the slightest idea how I was called. Where too? I was merely a 4.klässlerin belonged to a different house than he and with whom he had had to do before.

"Lavender," I corrected him. "Not girls. Do not worry, I immediately go back inside. Of course, only after you have deducted my points. I did not know that the prefects to patrol recently even been on the land. "

If "

and, uh, we can not really," he admitted, shrugging. "Pull you from ch no points, no worries." Well, for my salvation had in training last week potions Gryffindor already cost points.

"What are you doing here? Wanted to know me. Strange, I just now that Cedric's popularity had risen through the Triwizard Tournament again for the first time that a conversation had with him. How many girls would probably lynch me for this most? It was almost as if they had some ready to go for a guy like Cedric at nothing. Reason enough to thank the gods that we were alone and unseen.

"looking for peace." respond

"Then you would not want me." Cedric raised his eyebrows and smiled then.

"Since you're probably right," he said. At the same moment seemed to stand out again, that I ran into countless water trickles down his face and that I was literally soaked. Without hesitating, He waved the magic wand to me at least to protect them from further rain drops and then pulled me towards you without being asked. Completely taken by surprise I ended up in his arms and was wrapped in his warm cloak. Okay ... not just because he can my clothes dry spells? Would have been simpler. And above all, less strange. Not that it would have bothered me great, a well-built, are pushed to the Quidditch toned body, yet commonplace, it was not to inhale the scent of a really strangers. "What about you? Also on the search for peace? "

I tried to turn it so that I could see him while talking in the face, but when I realized was that that was not - at least not if I wanted to keep distance between our lips - I let it stay, saying instead to his shoulder.

I often go out shortly if it's raining, " I explained. "The noise, the smell, yes, the rest ... I like that." I cleared my throat and wondered what there was to say. It bothered him not see that his shirt had become wet because of me now, too? Cedric seemed to be somewhere completely different with his idea. Would not have surprised me if he had not heard me at all. Okay, go to clear time. Although I had grown to Cedric's chest a little warmer, my trembling subsided and not so slowly it has become too chilly. I wanted to break away from him, but he consolidated the grip around my shoulder and saw only questioning down to me. Er, I should rather be back in ... "

" Sure, "he said. "I should. Stay under my cloak until we are in the castle, otherwise you start you have a cold one. "Commanding. He could ask me quietly whether I want this at all. Is not everyone's cup of tea, nestle themselves to any type and then to make even the back support to the castle. Walking proved to be quite difficult. Every few meters, I stumbled over Cedric's feet and had to have them catch him. He regretted his willingness to have me at all addressed first. Not only that it had sought peace with his place, he had thus also a saddled little girl, for whose welfare he felt all seem to charge. Since most of the protective instinct acted in it. Or he was a bit of his status as a prefect and played on as the ever-ready guard. Could indeed after all, be giving me loads of points would be deducted, the situation would be different and he was equally guilty.

Back at the main entrance, I solved my first time of Cedric and hastily wrung my cloak. Well, there we stood in the dim light few candles and we could see each other better, I did the whole damn uncomfortable. His hair was perfect, while I hung lank face. A stark contrast between the two of us there would be little can - of course by the time under normal circumstances, already very significant, differences in our appearance. He was in every second dream here at Hogwarts, the great hero, the protagonist, the undisputed center of a storybook romance. And me? In my school uniform I raised me not a bit of my classmates from. I was average. Inconspicuous, usually all the same. Not that I would have bothered me about that, but to stand in my current state before the heartthrob par excellence, was not necessarily constructive.

"Well then," I muttered, and made a move toward the stairs to leave. Er, thanks for keeping dry. "

" Okay, that surprises me now, "he laughed softly and looked me over. "Not a little curious why it took me alone?" Hmm, now that he said it ...

"Are you satisfied if I ask you then?" Cedric crossed his arms over his chest, leaned against a column and gave me this deliberative at a glance. Came to me as he would want to make a character image of me or similar. "Well, you're" weird, I thought it unsafe.

"Tell the soaking rain girls leave," he said, then smiled and walked past me. Before he had disappeared from view, he turned while walking around and raised his hand in farewell. »

Until then, Lavender." At least he was intelligent enough to be able to remember my name. Strangely, he was in my eyes but still, but so far ... really quite nice. When Parvati heard of this, may I repeat the brief conversation with him to the smallest detail, and at several times. I sighed and looked once more in the direction in which he disappeared was and then I continued it in the opposite direction. What I do not have anything had happened in the rain ...

When I woke up the next morning, initially I was glad we had Saturday and therefore free. In the night I had one of these too frequent and strange dreams. I was somewhere in the open air, surrounded by darkness and the only thing I could see, were the countless drops of rain on my arms and hands. No real nightmare actually, but I was glad each time when he again was over. He sparked in me always the feeling of being alone and left me afraid of being abandoned by someone soon. With my mother and I were getting so far, so good. A little inconsistency here, a little inconsistency there - a typical mother-daughter relationship indicated. Actually, I was able to just about anything to talk to her, the only taboo was my father. Since he left, she avoided looking at him to bring up. Sometimes I wish that they would penetrate to tell me what had happened exactly at that time, and then I was again glad that they did not. My impression of him was already sufficiently damaged. I was afraid that the details would be completely destroyed. On the one hand, I hated him, hated him because he just took off, on the other hand, I still felt connected to it. There were even days when I was absolutely determined to find him and to confront - and then again to have a real family. In most cases, however, I prayed for him to never again have to see.

I hit the ceiling to the side and swung my legs over the edge of the bed. Across from me Parvati was doing the same. According to them, yawning, rubbing his sleepy eyes and blinked at me then.

"Tomorrow," she mumbled indistinctly and staggered to the bathroom only once. Hermione was, as usual, got up long before us and probably the same evaporated in the library.

Once I too I had made ready, and I strolled Parvati in the unhurried pace to the Great Hall. On the way there I told of my nocturnal meeting with Cedric Diggory. As might be expected, Parvati was very excited and constantly demanded of me to describe how he had looked up close. presented with a face like a shadow her as a description, but what they did then? Everything I had with the heavy rain and darkness really can not see and the sight of which he then offered in the lobby, she knew herself too well. In order to satisfy their greed for details still somehow able to I tried as best it was to find suitable comparisons for its fragrance, which proved to be extremely difficult. Floral and fresh

hit it really is not, nor

tart and sweaty . It was more of a mixture of detergent and clothes Something-not-definable .

"And more is not happening?" Parvati drew a disappointed pout. What for? If I had the opportunity to pack around by the hair and should fall upon him? No thanks, but no thanks. It's quite possible that most of the other girls had exploited the situation to him to come closer - please, they should anyway. Then I differed in this respect just by them. Maybe that made me in Cedric's eyes even more special. Him the many looks of his female admirers were certainly not escaped, and now that he had seen that I told him I do not nothing you would not fall by the neck, I was determined it better and longer in memory. Moment, so I was thinking about me at all? I knew him but did not and had no plans to change that. Wow, I would expire at the end of it and also still completely adore the cover, without knowing their contents.

"Oh God," whispered my best friend, we hardly had set us up right in his ear and pointed with his index finger more or less inconspicuous, Hufflepuff table.

»

There he is," Which of course was not really a feature. Dozens of students at this time were busy eating reinzuschaufeln in itself. Undeterred, I poured my warm milk in my cup and spooned extensively pure cocoa powder, while Parvati was very jittery and it hardly accomplished a smear to be a roll with jam.

»

Want to polish off your hand?" I asked, between two sips. She winced briefly looked at her hand and made vollgekleckerte then moaning because the mess wipe. I watched them giggle and burst out laughing when she thereby also the other hand was dirty.

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Ugh, Lavender, you vollgesabbert me," complained that they disgusted and wiped with a napkin over face. Hey, that was just milk, no saliva! "Help me dear with the sticky stuff, instead, oooh ... hello. Was" All at once they pause in the movement and stood paralyzed on my shoulder. What was now now? Puzzled I put the head back and looked straight Cedric Diggory in the eye, which had bent over me amused.

"Um, hello," I muttered, uninspired, without having to move to a less stupid position. Okay, now he had even made the acquaintance of my nostrils. So far so good. Next, I would then ask him to go buy me tampons. Parvati tugged nervously on my sleeve and threw me after I had brought my head back into position, an unmistakable, Mach now just nothing wrong!

'glance.

"Good morning" he greeted me warmly and sat with his back to the table, beside me on the Bank. "Sleep well?"

» clear." I was clearly the myriad of me staring, eyes couples feel on my skin. Cedric Diggory, handsome, popular, prefect, captain of the Hufflepuff house team was the champion at the Triwizard Tournament and Hogwarts volunteered to me, Lavender Brown, the girl who could not even list yourself something special in itself, set. Sensation, Sensation! And now I would be besieged therefore safe for the whole day, great. "You too?"

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too," he replied and reached into the side pocket of his jeans. "I just wanted to briefly give a restorative vitamin drink here." The small glass vial which he held out to me was filled with a pale red liquid. Urgh, Medicine. I wanted to reject him thanks and affirm that I for the bit of rain yesterday was not immediately become sick, but he handed me the drink held in his hands - and not let go. This boy probably had a penchant for body contact. Confused, I looked down and wondered again about the fact that my skin had direct comparison with another person a silver sheen. Parvati found it fascinating, as I had a different word for it: Spooky. "You're not sick, yes, I see - just want to make sure you're still not there yet. Do me a favor and drink the stuff. is actually not that bad, really. "I had another choice because, if he tell me so ... Astute-pleadingly looked at from his dark gray eyes? Absolutely not. Result I nodded, whereupon He released my hands again and got up. Very good, I thought to myself, I can make the potion to disappear quietly. No way! Cedric was waiting beside me.

» I disappear again when you've finished your drink."

"is not a pretty life FÜ r you, "I said, and had to laugh because of his astonished face expression. But honestly, I was hardy as it might appear to others liked. Such a ridiculous vitamin potion I needed now not really. Hospitals and everything was in general use in association were, I do hate. On the other hand, Cedric would really forever with me, would soon commit someone to assassinate me. With a rampaging, corroded by envy herd women could and I wanted to confront me. Like I uncorked the vial and poured the contents into my mouth. In fact, Cedric was right: Not too bad. Nice fruity sparkling.

"Bravo", praised by Cedric Kenner mine a trained healer. Only thing missing was that he would give me a lollipop. »

If you again feel the need, to get you in the pouring rain of death, let me know, I try to prevent."

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soon as he was out of earshot, I realized that I really Parvati with wide open mouth anglotzte. ?

"What," I asked, confused and hoped they would not begrudge turning into a bitch - even if I did not know what could have been so special about the last minutes.

Cedric Diggory is talking to you, "she uttered in disbelief off, then shook his head and beamed at me. "Oh my God, this is so exciting!"

» Hey, he gave me only a strengthening potion" ;, I tried it - in vain - to calm her.

"Have they not any more, Lavender? Hello? He was really nice to you and has smiled and held up your hands and ... "She gasped and fanned herself with the used napkin air. Now she was hyperventilating already, great. Was so beautiful that they seem so happy for me, but I would like to know what

exactly

was reason to celebrate now. Yes, it was true, he was nice to me, but probably only because he was just so on it. Attentive and courteous. I was sure that he would have done it for any other girl. It was nothing special - nothing. Was still nice to get confirmation that it was really more than just the narcissistic pretty boy called him the boys from Gryffindor like hinstellten. Nevertheless, the next rain, I would certainly not with the idea, first obtaining his permission. In the end he would still on going with me, that would not be good because at least I took advantage of the moments in the storm to come to terms with my own - and alone.