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Tuesday 21 September 2010, 11:41 clock
life as oh-so-healthy non-smoker: Day 24, life is so much healthier than non-drinker: also day 24 (because both recognized the same time as unhealthy sin) , zest for life on a scale of 0 to 100: about 6 (okay, this is embarrassing); Think about how old I am again: about 7 minutes (in my defense I must say It was early morning and I'm only just woken up)

statement
: If the middle of a sentence as * is an asterisk, it means I got up at this point to attend to something else. reading list

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In terms
smoking is bad
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Okay, the first month I had almost done! And I think so far I have not done so badly. Granted, I dream (awake as asleep) is often of how I pissed in a filthy corner lies and chain smoke, all around me nothing but empty vodka, wine and beer bottles and not yet cooled cigarette filters, but as long as these scenarios play only in my head, but actually everything is alright. * have at least I started so far not so strange insane actions such as outside a bar / a club without (finished) smoking area on the road to stand and tell me to squeeze in the middle of all the poor smoke, dancing between, celebrate and drink every now and then outside there, to the nicotine addiction to breastfeed. Unfortunately I'm still not over the hill in if
than that I functioned without tipping the same as with, means I'm really fidgety, I can do much, much worse focus than usual (and my attention span was so crippled anyway bad that I would have as ADS-Kindergartenmami can output), not about writing lyrics goes, just do not is not gaah, gaah, gaah
eat, and I am doing since before the estimated hundreds of times (3 kilos increased and every morning the scales at more crappy hell). My father asks me regularly if I still do not have smoked, at first I thought I've been smoking too long too much to wash away the smell of the qualms I ever can, but then I figured that it me asked for it, because it up to my birth also regular smokers and it was in those days was just not easy to stop. My mother takes the back and simply have no idea how difficult that is, buhuu
. Paah, always-been-Non smoking-and-stay-always-Non smoking can understand just not that much, much easier to give up chocolate and other sweets, as for cigarettes.
* And what we learn from this? Little children begins, not even in it! Smoking kills! T.ö.tet! Total ebb regarding the letter.

What do I belong? What? Oh God. This is the All-All-worst on non-smoking. I always sit in front of my notebook or later before a booklet, rigid and inflexible and rigid and realize an hour, that I wrote not a single god damn shit set, and then I feel so so bad and empty and lost and devastated that I have pout and stew it gummy bears in me (no wonder I take a day to a few hundred grams). This is so ridiculous . Less than four years I did not even know what the hell are fanfictions at all and would not come out in a dream, himself a write or equal to something completely his own. If I had to write an essay in school, I was not the most difficult Sun
and it was every second year for me, the highlight in the classroom, but that's it for now. During the secondary review we had in class so all beklopptes Something-Journal, and each had a perfectly ordinary lined exercise book and at least once a week before the class teacher gave us a theme (usually containing one that was current for us ) and we had to do a few pages vollkritzeln - as I hated the

have. *
I usually have it when we are not in the a precedent for the next day but had simply ignored, as all homework, and then a few minutes before class (or even during the lessons) was executed smacks indifferent topics. And Read ... Anybody who fanfiktion.de or similar sites looked around a little, can not see that 90% of users indicate they read to their lives happy, could never, never without books be blaah blubb, and if they have had children of stuff, they are Goethe, Schiller and the bis (s) of the great number of Stephenie Meyer
directly after birth in the throat. Okay, is not surprising, after all, is what fanfiktion.de yes exactly that - writing and reading. I feel just like an complete outsider when I read something in a profile again, before I started writing, I had absolutely no bookworm. Really, not a bit. My reading material consisted of magazines (fashion & Co., not because science) and cheesy romance novels for 13-year-old girl. So strange. Suddenly, I give each month from mass money on books and writing is like oxygen (which means I'm suffocating in rich 24 days). not
* Dear it further think, otherwise I slide on the vitality scale down even further, and land in the red. Gossip Girl, Season 4, Episode 1 . To all who watch Gossip Girl only in German, was said spoiler.

aaand, last Wednesday in the night, someone has looked? Blair and Serena are fucking in France, Nate black book by Chuck, Chuck was Clémence Poésy
(we already know they Potter heads well as Fleur Delacour
) nursed back to health, is from the rest of the world but left for dead, Georgina leaves her son (Um, Miloh? No idea, I've forgotten how the baby is called) back at Dan and running away, Vanessa takes the if you want to talk, I'm here for you number from, Jenny is dead (okay, it is not, and after a few episodes then it will be seen again). My favorite B has once again proved it to be a man with a title of nobility can not say no. There was in Season 2 yes with the Techtelmechtelchen Lord, whom she initially used only to make C jealous - has learned to them that he is a lord. In the beginning of Season 4 it then a double date with a guy whom she believes he had a title, another guy and S, then the Prince of alleged does so as if he were merely a chauffeur and S 'Date of true Prince. B immediately loses all interest in him, blah, blah, and throws himself ran to the other guy. Well, but the driver is then but the true nobility. Oh, B, you stupid little nut \u0026lt;3 The fact that they always get up to itself must tzz. Is always to 90% back on B / C tantamount
, kotzwürg. Argh, the finale of Season 3: I have left out half the season (
S / N - double-kotzwürg) may be that I just missed it - should be with the C & B
& the ring about a marriage proposal? oO If one of the charas (the non-adult or adult-only just-Charas, I mean) now married already, I definitely listen to me Gossip Girl be regarded as a series. Eh am always skeptical when people are so damn young to get married already and really have zero desire to me whatsoever, and constantly having to do that on TV, wääh. Why could not die because
C easy? Why not? I wonder even if he already has someone forced into sex or sexual acts. I mean, J was so lucky that
S and D
still come on time! I hate, hate, hate C easy, sorry. Attempted rape is just too much. the result I do not have such
concentrated and watched the first few seconds with
G on the phone (she has since spoken Russian? OO) missed. What's going on? If the paternity test, which states that the child of D is real? Lala, then pull V and D with Baby D in together, are a happy, young family and get married, yaay. N and S could indeed reconcile and get married for this purpose the same. And for J we find someone. Well, with this series, I'll probably never get used as real ... diaries from Rainbow Volume 1 and hunter and the hunted . Apart from the fact that I - as mentioned several times and even more frequently - always never again will be able to write, I still have no idea how I could end tape 1. Originally it was supposed to with the New Year's Eve Party aufhören, aber ich habe jetzt schon zu viel Umfang und stecke gerade mal im September oder Oktober. Muss mir dringend einen guten, spannenden Abschluss ausdenken, damit ich das Buch wenigstens in meiner Fantasie beenden kann. Vermutlich werde ich heute oder morgen damit beginnen, die bisherigen 160'000 Worte zum dritten Mal zu überarbeiten; aber nicht wie zuvor komplett neu/anders/besser. Nur die Rechtschreibung, Grammatik usw. überprüfen und Stellen, die sich als im Grunde überflüssig entpuppen, rauslöschen (auch wenns weh tut). Wer weiss, vielleicht fällt mir dabei das ideale Finale ein und wenn ich ganz, ganz, lots have
luck, I'll them so enthusiastically follows that I can suddenly write without tilting (alas, now says a
dream ). * Oh, and I also need a title yet, diaries from Rainbow is actually thought so as the title of the series (although only one actually working title), just as Harry Potter or House of Night . Except I would end still hunter and the hunted, condemned. It went so , SO well with the letter of the second half, honestly! After the first half has lasted for almost two years, I have written down the second part within two weeks. Why then so I complain? Two chapters are not finished yet, argh. Actually, only a not yet finished, but on another I would change but now something else. Man I just could not bring myself to write these two chapters directly done, so it is made, and have instead Rainbow completely changed and continues to be written (and stopped, when only two or three chapters have been writing would be - a pattern oO)!. Oh chatterbox.

asterisk legend. * one go into the cellar and see if laundry is ready, washing machine, says it will take 33 minutes.

* two with a big plastic jar of tea in front of the mirror and stare at my strange outfit. * broadcast three Again, if laundry is done. Washer says, it takes 11 minutes. Maybe I should just to look at the clock. * four laundry out to get to stuff another load into the washing machine, clothes hang. * Five hair brushes.